Grunts of pleasure,
Cries of pain,
He had enjoyment,
She had shame.
Just one more time,
It will be fun,
She was weeping,
He wasn't done.
Be still he whispered,
She obeyed,
He went quicker,
She was afraid.
He was done,
She was scared,
He wanted more,
She had tears.
He beat her body,
He trailed her pain,
He laughed at her,
This was all just a game.
Enslaved in your presence,
Hoping to never be clean,
You're my sweet addiction,
You're everything to me.
I can't start my day without you,
I can't end it with you to far apart,
You're my sweet addiction,
You're the one who holds my heart.
I don't want to go to rehab,
I know I will relapse,
You're my sweet addiction,
Without you I would collapse.
You intoxicate my being,
Leaving me dizzy and free,
You're my sweet addiction,
My never ending plea.
Love.
A word so powerful to bring someone to their knees,
Crippling their very existence to nothing,
A word that can bring so much joy to a person,
But only have it thrown away for nothing.
It's misunderstood in so many ways,
Abused to the point of no return,
But what happens when you love someone so much it kills you?
Does it drive the person into insanity and tears?
A broken heart can do so much,
You might have the person right in front of you,
But when the feelings aren't return,
It throws you into a depression so deep you can't crawl out.
What happens when you lose the will power to love?
It sends a virus through your veins,
Soooo... I keep telling myself that I'm going to start being active here again but what am I kidding? Honestly; the only reason I really get on this site is if I'm looking for art for my roleplay blogs on tumblr, or checking the sweet messages I get from you guys. I wished I had the time to go through them all and respond to each and every one of them but I'd be literally sitting at the computer for days trying to get through them.
While I miss this place (and the people--mostly the people) dearly, I don't think I could really manage trying to get into the swing of things here. Besides, I don't really have any contributions to the site as I
Well, I'm going to try to be a little more active over here for the simple fact that I sort of miss the community. However; I won't likely be active in chats due to me being too busy with life and F-List and my tumblr blog which I have to run or 600+ followers will get really cranky. Not to mention that I have a job and I'm in the FRG and getting ready to move in January from D.C to Washington state. So huge move, which makes me super busy since I need to get my house and everything else ready.
But, while I'm here now, I am idling in my old chat HavenSafe and will probably chill there for a while, however it's not open to the public, if you